There is hope for me, I am not too far gone. God loves me.
I can fast and pray. I can stand on truth. I belong to Him. Have faith and hold onto it. Guard it with my life. Focus on God on the Kingdom. Not myself. God will take care of me if I focus on Him. Remember to keep mouth shut unless God says something. Remember what God wants over anything. What God says goes. Stop with all the crazy thoughts. Keep praying for strength and emotional/spiritual healing. Ask myself if there is real spiritual blessing or value in this? Blaming does not help. No more blaming.
