i love God's wisdom

-Had fun with the maps on my ipad!! really cool!
Today I felt like God said for me to go spend some time on the mountain. So i did and good thing! away from a roommate's crankiness, the last of the powder, time with Jeff Hildebrand to talk to him, he was so nice, said i was such a sweet and happy face to look forward too. And we just talked, found out about his life, his story. It's kinda amazing, all God is doing. he also gave me $20 off and said he'd talk to the person at HR about my application. Talked about management opportunities and working under him. less knee locking, more toe side, less falling, some really good runs. Got to pray some things over, spent some time on the mountain and just rocked out to Franchesca Battistelli. Read psalm 57 too, it was good, just about how God hears from heaven my cry that He's with me and really wants what's best for me. God loves me=what's best for me=have faith=worry less=just do my part and can't expect much more.
And again and again about how it's His presence that fills me, how it's His presence i'm after, how i just love Him for Him. It really is the time in between that brings me to my knees. Knowing that He came for me, that He's my King of Kings and Lord of Lords...reminded of the fact that it is our intimacy with Him that rocks, it doesn't matter what other ppl say. And that we are loved based on Him being Love/God, not our goodness. He loves us for us. And that's kind of a mind blowing thought. In some regard it makes it easier to do His will. More thoughts, the consequences we suffer are His love as well. He warns us what the consequences will be, and in that regard we can choose wisely.
Choose to listen to Him. His words are life.
Talked with Dan oppa on the way home, he's doing better. I'm glad we can emphatize with each other. i told him i missed the guy i like and he said he could relate. i'm grateful for soemone who can relate. At the same time i know that while i miss someone, i can be grateful for what i have now instead of complaining about what i don't have!! like for dan and someone to emphatize with.
Grateful for Bo to keep me accountable and call me out on my crap, grateful for salmon, and ramen. Grateful for time away. Grateful for car place. Grateful for my car. Grateful for laughs over Karin's kids. Grateful for friends and family who love and care. Grateful for His truth. Grateful for revelation about Romans. see journal. Grateful for lindsay's text about the burnt bottle.
And He is so good. excited for MBA program, excited for Boston!! excited for snowcamping. excited for life in general!! Grateful for greater clarity. Grateful to ask more questions. Grateful I can pray for others. Grateful I can ask, grateful i can ice my knees. Grateful!!